I was on my way home to Alabama, traveling from Wichita, Kansas, where I was halfway through grad school at Wichita State. It was the Dog Days of August, and man did those hounds need water because it was tin-roof hot. My traveling companions were Mike McCauley and his wife Susan, or maybe I should say I was their traveling companion because we were in their car. (We couldn’t have been in mine, not because mine was in the shop but because I didn’t have one.) Mike, who usually goes by Michael but for some reason has always let me call him Mike, was from Atlanta, and he and Susan were headed home to visit his family. Since you have to go through Alabama to get to Georgia, if you’re coming from Kansas that is, they were nice enough to let me hitch a ride. I actually did more than ride; I took my turn driving, which is how I got into a little trouble with the Mississippi Highway Patrol.
We were in North Mississippi, headed to Oxford for the night on some four-lane highway that wasn’t an interstate-and so whose speed limit was limited. I was pushing 80, and it was way more than enough for me to get pulled over and given a ticket by a not-overly-friendly man wearing a very large hat. The ticket stated that because I’d been speeding, I had “violated the peace and dignity of the State of Mississippi.” I was much chagrined to learn this.
Our plan, once we arrived in Oxford, was to see Rowan Oak, William Faulkner’s home, and to locate a hotel with vacancies. I wanted to find a hotel first, then go tour Faulkner’s house, and I felt it was important that we do this. The reason being that, because of the extreme heat, and only because of the heat, I was wearing shorts, or, as I’d called them as a child, short pants. I did not like to wear short pants (still don’t), and this was years before someone, seeing me in such rare garb, said, “You should sue your legs for non-support.” Anyway, that hot afternoon, I wanted to change into pants, long ones, that is.
Mike pointed out that, time wise, it made more sense to see Faulkner’s house first, then settle into our hotel rooms. But how can you possibly enter the columned, antebellum home of one of the world’s greatest writers (arguably only second to Shakespeare) wearing short pants like some child with a purple sucker in his mouth or maybe blowing a bubble from a wad of Bazooka Joe? The very idea was abhorrent to me. And remember, I had already violated the peace and dignity of the State of Mississippi. Was I going to also violate the dignity, and dare I say sanctity (or sanctuary), of William Faulkner’s home? If I did, maybe I’d be cursed and never write and publish the books I hoped to write and publish. And what if Faulkner was home? I mean I knew he was dead, but didn’t he say, “The past is never dead. It isn’t even past”? And if that’s so, and I believe it is, why couldn’t he be sitting in his house, in some shape, form, or ghostly fashion, writing away in his study? I could just see him looking down his aquiline nose at me and uttering in his soft, aristocratic drawl, “You overgrown child, I cannot endure (he was big on the word “endure”) the sight of you. Please vacate these premises.”
Memory is a funny thing, and so I can’t attest to this beyond all doubt, but my memory tells me that I did indeed enter Faulkner’s house wearing short pants, and felt naked the whole time, with the nagging sense that someone in a very large hat would come and arrest me for my indecent state at any moment. But as I walked those rooms, I also remember having the sense that this was not home to the legend of a man but a home for the man himself, who was not there in any shape, form, or ghostly fashion, but whose shoes still sat beside his bed, whose hat hung on a hook, whose outline for A Fable was still scratched into the walls of his study. Before he was a legend, he was just a man struggling to write well. In some ways maybe not too terribly different from my struggle to write well as I made my way through a graduate program and dreamed of some level of success, both artistically and in the literary marketplace. The one difference between us being that I, of course, was not, am not, a genius.
Some readers might say Faulkner’s genius made him unreadable, or almost so. His sentences can travel for days down roads that are hard to follow, and novels such as The Sound and the Fury and Absalom, Absalom maybe aren’t the place to begin. I’m no Faulkner expert, can’t say I understand all of his oeuvre, but I’ve read the majority of his work. When people ask me what book of his is best to begin with, I always answer as he once answered that question, with The Unvanquished. It’s very readable and introduces many of the characters you see in his other works. In fact, though it’s called a novel, it’s really a book of connected short stories. He was a great short story writer, and a couple of his other books that are called novels are actually books of connected stories: Go Down, Moses and Knight’s Gambit. There’s also his Collected Stories, which might be something to read after The Unvanquished, or at least the very best of them: “A Rose for Emily,” “Dry September,” “Barn Burning,” “Wash,” “That Evening Sun,” and a few that I’ve always loved, “Two Soldiers,” “Shall Not Perish,” and “Uncle Willy.”
Faulkner’s work looms so large, has an undeniable place of its own. And who’s to say Faulkner’s spirit doesn’t still reside in Oxford? After seeing the house, we drove to the town’s graveyard, and after quite a long search, with darkness approaching, we found his grave, next to that of his wife Estelle. Mike wanted to take a photo, but his camera was in the car, quite some distance from where we stood. He hadn’t thought to take photos of the house. The next morning we returned to the grave site, with camera, and discovered an empty whiskey bottle beside Faulkner’s headstone. His drinking was legendary, of course, and it did seem as if maybe he’d partaken in the night and was now sleeping it off with, you know, the big sleep.
It’s hard to for me to believe this trip took place decades ago, in 1988. I did manage to finish the writing program at Wichita State, and eventually went on to publish short story collections and novels. Occasionally when my books have been reviewed, I’ve been compared to Faulkner, which always seems so wrong and makes me extremely uncomfortable. There’s no way to come out on top of that comparison. But I’ve been glad for whatever attention my books have received. I’ve even done book signings at the famous Square Books in Oxford, a place I first wandered into with Mike and Susan after visiting the grave that next morning. We then returned to Faulkner’s house so Mike could take photos there. I’m in one of them, standing beside a column, dressed appropriately, and feeling much more comfortable.
Hi Bart,
Great story, beautifully written!! Felt like I was there.
Thanks so much, Pete!
I visited this place once. (Don’t remember what I was wearing.) My girlfriend at the time was good friends with a guy who worked there. We got a private tour and went into some places other people weren’t allowed to. Very cool!
That is cool. Wish we’d gotten the private tour. Thanks so much for reading the piece.
Lovely essay, Bart! I’m enjoying this series!
Thanks, Vicki! With the exception of the Fitzgerald Museum here in Montgomery, in a house where F. Scott and Zelda lived in 1931-32, those are the three homes of famous writers I’ve been in. So I suppose my series has to end. At some point maybe I’ll write about the museum.
Enjoyed reading this. I visited there sometime in the 1990s, and I remember those tall, tall boots that stood by his bed. I believe my reading of him began with “The Bear,” and a teacher who blandly commented that that was not the way to write sentences. Loved that and many others. Sorry your tour is ending.
Well, maybe that’s not the way mere mortals should write sentences, but he made it work. “The Bear” is one of the earlier stories that I read, too. Thanks so much for taking the time to read and comment.
Bart, you brought back so many memories of my trip to Oxford. I went after completing a course called “Southern Literature “ taught by O. B. Emerson on the UA campus in Tuscaloosa. The title of the class was a
misnomer, for all we studied were Emerson’s two favorite authors: Robert Penn Warren and
stacks of Faulkner’s works. Can I say he
Made me who I am! Both Emerson and Faulkner. Thanks for the blog. I love it.
Thank you so much for your comments, Laura. And I suppose if you’re only going to study two writers in a class, Penn Warren and Faulkner ain’t bad choices.
Thanks for this lovely portrait, Bart. I enjoy the image of you in your short pants exploring the house. Yesterday, way up north in Delaware, I passed a man on his way to the golf course. He looked to be in his early thirties and was wearing a crisp “Ole Miss” polo shirt. I wish now I’d stopped him to ask if he was an alumnus and, if so, how much Faulkner he’d read. Somehow, though, in that moment, and in my highly and probably unfair profiling of the guy, he didn’t seem the type. Terrific personal essay. Thanks so much for posting it!
Thank you, John. You should have talked to the guy on the golf course. You know, in the beginning of The Sound and the Fury, the character Benjy watches people playing golf, though he doesn’t really understand what he’s seeing. Which is kind of the way I watch golf.
Thanks for this memory, Bart! I think comparing Southern male writers to each other is a tiresome game that too many critics play. Just one woman’s opinion. Was Faulkner shot down from Heaven to be the point of comparison for all? I don’t think so. But what do I know … I’m just a poet. This was a fun read!
Thanks so much for reading and commenting, Jeanie. I’m glad you liked the piece. Remember Flannery O’Connor’s comment about Faulkner in relation to other Southern writers? “No one wants to be stuck on the tracks when the Dixie Limited comes roaring through.”
Wonderful, Bart. I love the personal insights into you, as writer, reader, and wearer of short pants. Your love and reverence for Faulkner is obvious, and comes through in a warm and almost tender way. Really enjoyable.
And the trip goes all the way back to our Wichita days. Was fun to revisit that time.